I am maybe 2 or maybe 3 years old and I’ve never known any life except to have puppies. Except for them, I’ve been pretty much alone and like them I never had enough to eat although I got more than the little ones did. It broke my heart to see how they just didn’t have enough food and how thin and sad they were. It was a miracle when we all got rescued by a place up in Tennessee Some of us came to Atlanta and we are called the “6 Pack Pups” and some stayed back there. Since we got here we have been cared for by doctors and helper people and everyone has been very kind. I am still very scared — everything frightens me. That doesn’t mean I want to go back to my old life but it’s very hard getting used to all the changes. I don’t want to be a lot of trouble but I really need an extra, extra careful and patient family. I need people who, if I don’t come to them right away it won’t hurt their feelings because it doesn’t mean I don’t want to. The kind of home where I can take things slowly and not be scared by lots of noise or kids that move really fast. I must have a good strong fence- not the invisible kind- because if something startles me I might just run out the door and get lost. I don’t even know my name so calling me wouldn’t do any good. I told my doctor I didn’t want any more puppies and she said, “don’t worry- we can help with that”. It’s not that I didn’t love my kids but I’ve hardly had a life myself. Tied down so young- I’ve never known what other goldens know – like playing and being someone’s special girl and learning about toys and leashes. I’m just tired and scared now and I hope someone will understand and want to help me. Love from Amstel